Religious Well Wishes For Graduates Religious Advice Needed?What Should I Do?

Religious Advice Needed?What should I do? - religious well wishes for graduates

Well, I plan to attend the University in the fall, Stephen F. Austin, to be exact, and they offered me the loan is actually good for $ 6058, but when she graduated with a B average will not repay the money. I also have loans from the FAFSA through 3000 from semester.But anyway, I beat my mother in this school every step of the road. She will not let me go. I got a job while trying to buy my own stuff and things, but she feels it just enough to buy my things for the beginning of the semester, is insufficient to receive during the semester. I've tried to make it difficult to support my decision. But today, I said to the SFA for the fall of 2009 is beyond question, and I'm devastated. I want so badly for this semester school. I thought maybe I could make a compromise, and perhaps to community college for a semester in the spring, then go to the SFA. But that.So probably should I do? Should I still, in spite of their will, or should I wait until spring? I'm 18 btw.
If I waitSpring would be able to buy everything, even without his help.
Even if I did not leave until the spring, I will go home and move to a friend.But really left to go in the fall, I discussed with friends and they all say if that's what you do if I do what do.I obsessed and do not want to hurt his feelings.Can Seeking advice from a religious perspective? What should I do, I follow my dream and go to universities this fall, or do what my mother wants to stay here?